Pregnancy Days!! I am writing this blog as I wanted to capture the last 8 months of our relationship specially when we came to know that we are going to be parents, many of the things you do know, but thought to write it down for memories sake. However, during the initial days of her passing, I was really very angry at God and wished that if she hadn’t got pregnant, then maybe things would have been different. She would not have visited India during the peak of COVID second wave or she could have taken the vaccine. Vaccines were allowed for pregnant women very late. But I feel now that I should see the positive side of things and I am happy that I could experience at least the pregnancy part with you. It is really difficult to put the feelings into words, but I definitely would like to try. Yes, I will never get to know, how we would have been as parents, how you would be like a mother. I still remember the morning of 16th Nov when you woke me up from sleep and informed me that you are